I knew, deep down that at some point this was going to happen. I knew Spirit would call upon me to test the integrity I preach so readily to others. Test that virtue of my ability to stand in my power and truth. I just didn’t think it would happen so soon. I certainly didn’t think it would happen today at my child’s sporting event.
A beautiful afternoon it was. I was there watching my oldest child compete in their last meet of the season, everything about who I am and what I do, behind the veil far from my conscious mind. Practice what you preach, and I was ever present in this singular moment.
Having congratulated my child on their season and waiting for the other team members to finish competing I was enjoying the fall scenery, of the oddly warm October day. At some point I began a conversation with another parent who also had a child competing when I was confronted briskly with my vulnerability and fear.
I heard the question. I just didn’t expect it to come to a head on this lush green lawn. Looking at her, I knew she knew and I racked my brain for the right answer. My children were both standing with me, her children with her. Fuck! Here it was – “what do you do for a living now?”
I could have lied, but again I already knew that she knew so I said it “I am a certified Psychic Medium. I talk to dead people”. It was a bit easier than the last time. I do wonder now if she didn’t expect me to be honest, I didn’t really expect me to be honest. It was here in this conversation that I realized it is so important for me to be authentic, I have worked so hard to own who I am, and I am proud of me! The conversation went unexpectedly well, although I admit I felt awkward but not ashamed.
I am no longer ashamed!
Why are we talking about this again? Because this is an example of how Spirit will keep bringing you through scenarios to make sure you are healing, trusting, listening, progressing, and believing. Some lessons are easier to move through. During your struggle ask “what do they keep bringing you through and what pattern or situation do they make you reface”? In the answer you find your solution! You find your healing and salvation.
Thank you for taking time to read this blog. I am here, sending you inspiration, insight, and strength for what lies ahead in your own self-discovery and connection with Spirit. I hope somewhere between the lines of what I share and don’t fully say you find inspiration and revelations about yourself and your own journey. Please, if so, inspired leave a comment. Your feedback will help me better generate topics suited to you, the reader.
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